I Think My Hearts Gone Crazy!!

Today is my first REAL post so I am going to have to do something strange and talk about myself. This may be unsual for you so prepare yourself, put on your seat belts and enjoy the ride.

During our amazing Thankgiving break, I took a big step in my life. While only being with my boyfriend for a month in a half we decided to get our own place together, we started off small, just a simple apartment. I love it though, we don't have much in it except for the essentials and mainly things from my old room. I was the only person who had seen it until the Friday we moved in, no one else was allowed to see it until he did. I followed his demand and as soon as he walked in he said "Home Sweet Home". I think that mean't he liked it.

As I took this big step, I was still thinking about the things that were following us as we were supposed to begin our next step into our relationship. We were having problems with his ex in which he did happen to leave for me, there were just circumstances that came with it. I was down for it when we made it happen but I didn't realize how far she was going to take it. Phone calls, text messages, I could take that but when it came to stalking him and then another step into stalking ME. I was not down with. I took her opportunities away from her by not allowing him to go over there without my permission, not answering her phone calls unless I was there, and allowing me to read the text messages she sent him. He has been amazing and allowing me to do all of these things but when he does answer those phone calls there's just a button in me that gets pushed. He doesn't allow me to talk to my old guy friends because he feels I'm not happy with him if I have to go talk to another guy, so I don't do it, I answer very few phone calls in hopes of making him happy even though he still questions me when guys calls. I had brought up the same feeling to him when he called her after she had sent a text message saying he doesn't care enough to even answer her phone calls. I told him his job is not to make her happy anymore, he is with me and by answering her phone calls or texts hurts my feelings just as his would if I answered one of my guy friends phone calls. I also had said he with me to make me happy not her.

In the midst of all of this she is giving him a time limit of when he is to come back to her. On December 6th she is supposedly going to come find him and take him home but that's not going to happen. You know why? Cause I won't let it and I don't think he will either.

It was over a year that my boyfriend was trying to be with me before I finally allowed it to happen. He was trying to hard like he didn't want to be with who he was with because he knew he could have something better. In a way that was what made me feel as if I could be with him forever and in that case I took that big step and got this apartment with him. We never go to sleep without eachother and with out saying I love you, even if we are mad at eachother. I make sure he knows that so just in case something crazy happens, at least he knows that.

Now it's your job to give me some advice and your thoughts on my current relationship. Do you think my hearts gone crazy? Do you think I'm a little over top for making this big step in my life?