Blogging is AWESOME!!!

Blogging is amazing. I'm not sure how to explain it, many people use blogs to talk about many things. Some use it for advice such as me, some use it to get their feelings out, some use it to talk about current events, about books,movies, etc. and some use it just to be on a blog.
I love blogging. I had a blog on www.xanga.com but I stopped using that a long time ago because www.facebook.com and www.myspace.com came out( a place to find friends but you can also blog) and I shifted my attention to those. On that one I talked about my life and what was going on it. For some reason, it is easier for me to get my feelings out when I write rather than speak. I think it's cause I have more time to think and I can't mess up as much as when I would speak out loud which I tend to do so or am told I do so.
This blogging thing on google is kinda neat. I never heard of it before and didn't even know google had a more and even more button. After this blog I may just have to make a different one for myself cause if I didn't know about it, maybe theres other people that don't know about it in Cedar Rapids and no one will ever find out about what I have to say so I can just blog and blog and blog about anything and everything and no one will know. For you though Mr. Ayers. I don't have a hard time blogging on this topic I choose, it's the fact that when I write about a certain topic I like to write a lot so I get all of my thoughts and advice out so in that case, I use all of my words but don't write as many posts so there goes my grade down the drain hole. It's cool though, I think you know I do what I can and help me out, right? Right!
That's it though. I'm out like a boyscout on a hiking trip. Hope you enjoyed my posts this term and I will see you soon. Ta Ta now!

Hate is in the air...

Tell me why there is so much competition in highschool. You make it through middle school with just drama but when you get into highschool it seems as though there's competition added to it. Not only with friends but silly stuff like where you sit for example, there's always someone that takes the spot you wanted. One of the people get mad and say some mean things and want to fight with them and the other just sits there and laughs cause they got what they wanted. Like really, what is the other person suppose to do? Tip the chair over so they fall out and get their ass beat? I don't think so. That's why I just walk away. I've become to hate fighting and arguing over silly little things. There's always that one person though that's going to jerk your chain and set off a button. Just remember to walk away, don't start anything your going to regret ecspecially when your not the one that's immature.

T.R.U.S.T

I hate the fact that trust is so hard to recieve and give. I personally don't trust anybody but myself. I've had to many heartbreaks with men to trust them, my mother lost my trust when I was 12 and anybody else in my family isn't close enough for me to talk to them about my personal issues cause who knows who their going to tell.

There's an issue in today's society with trust. You don't know who you can and cannot trust cause everybody lies these days. You tell them something very important and they go and tell somebody. There's people out there that they make you think you can trust them and then all of a sudden, BOOM, it's the police. I haven't had an incident in that case but I know some people who have. Then there's people that you tell them you have something or you did something and they go and snitch on you. I hate snitchers.

Most of all I hate trusting men. I have a trust issue with my boyfriend right now because there are intances that just don't add up and he has something in his head that he can do whatever he wants so when I get mad at him, I'm the one losing out. That's why I gave up, even though tomorrow, I'll be mad at him for the same thing so I guess you could call me a hypocrite inside of this post.